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Wednesday, September 07, 2005
Actually i dun noe wad to do so i decided to blog... all have been well until yest my mum and sis said sometink. i really dun noe wad to do now... their words made me so sad... they jus dampen my spirits... we were suppose to go and eat seoul garden tml, but it was cancelled. The reason was becos of me. i am sick and i still cant eat those heaty food, and i cn only eat plain food. Today i only had plain congee and some cai xin for both lunch and breakfat, even if there is more food i oso dun feel like eating...
Rite at this moment, i dun noe wad i wan to do, maybe the besttink for me to do now is to cry. but i cant seem to cry out. wad to do, why do tinks always haf to turn out this way... i am so lost... no one at this point of time can seem to ans my qns. really nothing cn help to brighten up. i am too upset to tink or do other tinks. other den watching tv, i really cant find other tinks to do. i jus wanna CRY OUT! wad is stopping me? i wanna cry out so tt i cn feel better... i noe myself too well i noe i am running away frm reality, but cant they jus let me be childish for once.
i have been sick and down wif asthma, i wasn't upset at all cos i noe dear would be there to look after and support. i was nv afraid of it at all, even though there were times my asthma made me breathless and weak, i really was not afraid at all. i nv tok abt my family in my blog at all. cos i believe every family has their own probs. if i were to rite all them down den i tink it owuld take me years man...
Cn someone tell me wad cn i do to make myself feel better. i am so lost. okok tt's all...
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8:49 AM
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