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Tuesday, February 14, 2006
bye bye cousin
since young i was like the eldest in both my father and mother's side. but luckily i still one cousin who is abt the same age as me. 2 years her whole family emigrate to aus and there goes my one and only same age cousin. everytime wen i go over to my grandmother side i always tink of her. i wonder how is she doin and all. i am not very close to my cousins, as they are all younger than me. so i was feel so lonely there. all i am close to the pple there is my two sis. this year they returned to SG to celebrate CNY. i was really happy to see her again. i got so many tinks to tell her abt my life and all my probs. i oso wanted to tell her tt i am very xin fu now. tt i got a loving bf. i hope she has oso found her beloved one. so excited to see her. finally this CNY i was not alone i got my cousin and bf to accompany me. even though it may not be so happy for a few occasion but i still enjoy her prescence. she let me noe her better. all i cn say is tt i am sorry for not being able to send u to the airport and i rejected going to grandmother's hse to see u. cos i noe i will cry.
i still rember on tt day wen i was going back to SG u did not want to come down to see me cos u noe me and u will cry so u. in the end u send me to the airport, i will nv forget tt moment we both cried and u sat there in the car crying and did nt even wan to see me. i saw the tears rolling down from ur eyes and i noe it clearly tt u do not wan me to see tt u are crying.
this time ur mother do not wan anyone to send u all to the airport, for this i can understand, wen i noe it both me and my mum cried cos we all noe wad u mean. shan bye bye hope to see u again. i really miss u so much, i noe ur are crying, i noe u haf no wish to leave. but u dun haf a choice.
i noe u are on the plane now on ur way back to aus. pls dun cry shan, becos i noe even grandmother, mummy, jia liang, ah yi and me will be crying. bye bye shan, i apologise for not spending enough time wif u... i am sorry. take care and seeya real soon.
love hui liang, ur cousin.
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6:25 PM
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