Blog Entry
Friday, March 17, 2006
dar is tellin mi tt she is gonna delete tiz blog...so i guess tiz will b my last post...i dun lyk to blog coz i juz dun...dar is upset bcoz of tiz so i guess there is no point in keepin tiz blog...wad does a blog haf to do wif us? arguein bcoz of a blog...i c no point....i noe wen we started the blog i wun blog often de...i tot tt dar wun mind..bt she did....i duno wad to sae...
dar juz gotten her result yesterdae...3.85 if i din rmbr wrongly..i cant even score 3.5 overall even if tiz tym i get 4 pt...she gt an average of 3.65....she tot i was upset coz i cant do as well as her bt i was actualli quite happy...i rmbr the last quarrel we had...nt a v fun experience i can tell u...nw itz lyk history repeating itself...i realli duno wad more i can do le....i realli feel so tired...
tired....v tired....
malaysia trip was fun n dar bot alot of stuff...i guess dar is happy ba....nw i duno wad is dar tinkin...i had fun..thou it burn a hole in my pocket....was still happy coz i tink dar realli njoyed herself....will owaes rmbr the trip....
last post le mite as well make it long so i take my tym to sae wad i wan to sae....bt sumtinks oni i will noe....all the stuff above, i delete away sum lines le....coz dose r stuff tt oni i can noe....nt even dar can noe....alot of tinks happen during my long break frm bloggin....lyk hoi incident n wadnot bt i m juz too tired to tok abt it....juz so tired...
pple kip blog or even blogs....heck....sum pple even gt famous for bloggin....bt i juz dun c the pt....wad does it matter if mi n dar is happy 2gether n i dun blog? ebritym i blog is bcoz dar tell mi to....n wenweva i blog is bcoz i v sad den cant tell dar....blog more often = sad more often? so for mi nt bloggin is a gd tink....juz din tell dar...lyk rite nw i feel so sad tt the blog will b gone so i came to blog...
duno y bt since sum tym ago mi n dar haf nutin to tok abt on fone...we both noe it juz tt we dun wanna sae...bt i duno wad to do abt it....dar sae i duno wad a gal wans...i dun deny...well i realli duno n i m gettin too tired tryin to figure out...issit tt hard to tell mi wad u wan? wad dar owaes sae is go figure out miself....or ask pple...i duno n i dun wan...
nw dar sae nvm dun blog le....well i duno wad she wans...gals will4eva b gals n i will 4eva b mi....i duno hw to please the world and neither does the world so hw to please mi...i dun lyk to blog and will nt learn to lyk bloggin bt if tiz will make dar happy den i will blog...coz i realli duno wad i can do...same line again....i m tired....
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i tot tt is supposed to b the case bt i was cleary wrong...well i duno wad i can do le.....
duno y bt i seems to flare up @ dar more often nwadaes...duno y...i duno y....funny sumtyms, hw pple perceive stuff...i m sad...i m tearin...i juz din cry coz dar is on the fone wif mi....mayb wen she read tiz she will b touched..n cry...n nt delete the blog...i saved the dae, or the blog so to speak, bt after sum tym dar will sae tt i dun blog n wan to delete the blog...tt tym u will c mi post again...
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1:28 AM
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