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Sunday, October 30, 2005
Not sure of the future...
Many tinks has happened to the both if us recently, we have been having quarrels lately, and the worst is we are still getting no where. sometimes i tink we are not compatable at all. Maybe we shld remain as frens, maybe tt would be the best choice for us. i really envy caro and her boy boy, how cn they be together for 3 years ++... 3 long years.... i tink it is really a tough to the both of us now. breaking and patching, this scene has been acting up recently, i really dun feel like goin on anymore. i am tired and sick already. i dun haf the energy to hold on anymore. i am havin asthma again and again. each time is gettin more and more serious. frankly speaking i dun noe wad am i hloding on for the both of us. i am completely lost and wanna noe the ans. yest i plucked up the courage and i asked him. the ans i got was wad i predicted, but i did not expect him to hlod it for so long. i dun noe between us is there love or responsibiltiy????? this is an unknown qns. i cn find no one to get the ans. please cn someone gif me the ans. my mind has gone thru many tots and yet none seems to be the right one. i am feeling very cold now.
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