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Wednesday, March 14, 2007
nana boy!!! aka lao wu!!! ni hai wo!!!! now i gt to tink 6 weird tinks abt myself actually i cant tink of any leh... okok let me start now
1. i tok very loud and cn tok alot.. i tink i noe why, cos my parents oso tok very loud too! my family has the trend of toking very loud leh.. haha..
2. i cn work very well at nite, i tink i am an owl cos i tink at nite is the best time for the mind to work.. tt's only applicable to me la..
3. i need to sleep at 12-15 hours a day!!! i noe i am a pig la.. my record tt time was i slept from 12am -3pm (how many hours is tt?)
4. before i sleep i am not allowed to touch anytink, eg, once i touch the paper i must wash my hands, if i touch the newspaper i need to wash with soap, if i use the com b4 i sleep i need to wash my hands again... i must touch nothing b4 i sleep.. (is tt consider weird??)
5. i must DEFINITELY wash my legs!!! this is a must jus like brushing ur teeth, i must do it everyday and must wash a few times. everytime i step into the house, the first tink i must do is WASH MY LEGS AND HANDS!!!
6. lastly, (the big bread) also known as pampers, i bet many of my gals frens noes wad is tt.. they all say it is too big like bread and pampers like.. bt i tink it is fine leh.. i dun tink it is funny to use such a big. the best tink it is so comfy and i need not change, it cn last me for a day u noe!!!
hey hey i tot i would be having a headache tinking of the 6 weird tinks abt myself, bt after typing out i realise tt all these jus come out so simple leh.. i tink i just took abt 10-15mins to rite all the 6 tinks above leh.. hehe.. this is fun leh.. hehe.. unlike carol and nana, they all took quite some time to come out wif all these. maybe i am born to be weird la.. maybe i dun even need time to tink and i noe these weird tinks abt me liao.. it seems to be like a piece of a cake to me!!! haha!!!
okok tt' s all for now. bt i still left out one tink la.. DEAR I LOVE U!!! *muacks and hugs* hehe...
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10:56 AM
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Monday, March 12, 2007
SO SUAY!!!! today jus now kana caught by cindy soh for playing badminton.. i oso dun noe wad to say leh.. me and zen was only tinking of doin sometink to kill the time, we were not even playing in the first place, bt den who noes la we still kana caught la..
we might even be issued a warning letter leh.. i dun i dun noe.. this feeling is not gd and i dun like it.. i hate this kind of feeling if the time cn go back i hope tt we wont kana caught bt all is too late liao. it spoilt me and zen's day today.. i dun tink i even haf the mood to do anytink today liao.. i noe it will affect my grade already.. bt i dun noe.. i feel no gd la..
the aftermath:
jennifer tan called us for a tok... we sat infront of her and she started asking us lots of qns.. all we cn do is to ans them carefully and properly. other den tt i haf no idea wad cn we still do. i dun understand why is holding a racket and swaving it an offence. wad cindy soh said was tt many pple walk by and if the director walk past it will affect the image of BSU. like wad i told ms tan we did not play it as if we nv finish our work. we are working on our report, we did our part first b4 we play la... hiya i dun noe la..
according to her she is goin to hold on to our warning letter and see hw is our conduct first den decide whether she is goin to give it to us ant.. she said sometink which i tink is very funny, "i am very disappointed in u two" i dun agree cos i dun tink we made a very serious mistake la...
tt's all i wanna say i will update soon again la..
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10:44 AM
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Thursday, March 01, 2007
i need some time alone....
dear, my frens suddenly seems like a stranger to me. nothing seems rite suddenly, i jus do not fit in today.
i started asking myself
"is it really sunshine after rain??"
"is it really over wen the darkest moment has passed??"
"is it really time for me to be happy??"
these few qns started appearing in my mind, i am so engrossed in it tt i even forget to do my tinks. it links to the rain these few days, it was raining in the morning, den in the late afternoon it stopped. at 5pm it started raining again, jus wen i tot it would be sunshine after tt. it jus explains my feelings for the past 1 week. i started doubting myself, i wonder am i crazy or wad?? i haf no idea.
the other day i was looking thru at the posts in my blog, i wonder the posts are mainly happy or unhappy. i jus could not find the ans. this blog may not be really active cos i do not blog frequently. to me i jus blog as and wen i like, so the posts may be jus 70 odds posts. i tried looking thru it and tired to recall all tt is in the each posts.
for today, everytink jus does not seems rite. it did not started well in the morning, jus wen i tot all would be well, another tink jus popped up. i dun noe wad to say. frankly speaking i tried running away frm it hoping tt nothing has happen, however it does not appear to be in my way. after all the tinks tt had happened, i do not haf the urge of telling my close frens wad had happened to me. i could not explain to them wad is wrong wif me, cos me myself oso dun noe wad is it. i wanted to tell dear, bt i do not haf the courage cos i am afraid of repeating history. the same process jus goes on, tell dear my prob, he do not bother or not listening or he will say "u tink too much already", he feels guilty, quarrel, den say the truth, lastly patch. i am not sure of hw many times we haf been goin thru these. so now i started wondering if i shld share wif him my probs and let him console me, or shld i jus speak to someone who is more mature den me.
this blog seems to be jus like my own blog now, it was initially created for the both of us. now i tink it is more of MY blog already. i doubt i will tell dear later on the phone, cos i haf no courage of goin thru the same process already. i am scared... maybe one day he will read this post and find out himself. i hope so. pls give the strength to be happy and may nothing come into my mind. i wanna enjoy myself at BSU...
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9:56 PM
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