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Saturday, February 18, 2006
1st year!!!!
now i am sitting in front of dear's com... today is our first year i am so happy hehe... i am not using the com and dear is now playing the ps... jus now we went to my aunt's hse to put the micowave oven. nothing happen much anyway... jus now dear's fren called him to go out. actually i do nt really like this fren of his i mean why he keeps calling my dear out sorry if i interrupt them but i reallly dun noe why is his fren trying to do. okok i haf no wish to say it anymore... it will only make myself look even more "ugly" i really hate this kind of feeling and i oso dun like the way tt tinks are going now. i haf been controlling these few days liao... i noe i do not need to take this kind of temper wan. but am i doin here... i really dun like it... cn someone tell me wad to do ant... i am feeling so lost... caro where are u... i really wanna tok to u... exam is coming and is like i finally studied it all finish but i still need to do a second revision... ok tt's all...
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12:11 PM
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Tuesday, February 14, 2006
bye bye cousin
since young i was like the eldest in both my father and mother's side. but luckily i still one cousin who is abt the same age as me. 2 years her whole family emigrate to aus and there goes my one and only same age cousin. everytime wen i go over to my grandmother side i always tink of her. i wonder how is she doin and all. i am not very close to my cousins, as they are all younger than me. so i was feel so lonely there. all i am close to the pple there is my two sis. this year they returned to SG to celebrate CNY. i was really happy to see her again. i got so many tinks to tell her abt my life and all my probs. i oso wanted to tell her tt i am very xin fu now. tt i got a loving bf. i hope she has oso found her beloved one. so excited to see her. finally this CNY i was not alone i got my cousin and bf to accompany me. even though it may not be so happy for a few occasion but i still enjoy her prescence. she let me noe her better. all i cn say is tt i am sorry for not being able to send u to the airport and i rejected going to grandmother's hse to see u. cos i noe i will cry.
i still rember on tt day wen i was going back to SG u did not want to come down to see me cos u noe me and u will cry so u. in the end u send me to the airport, i will nv forget tt moment we both cried and u sat there in the car crying and did nt even wan to see me. i saw the tears rolling down from ur eyes and i noe it clearly tt u do not wan me to see tt u are crying.
this time ur mother do not wan anyone to send u all to the airport, for this i can understand, wen i noe it both me and my mum cried cos we all noe wad u mean. shan bye bye hope to see u again. i really miss u so much, i noe ur are crying, i noe u haf no wish to leave. but u dun haf a choice.
i noe u are on the plane now on ur way back to aus. pls dun cry shan, becos i noe even grandmother, mummy, jia liang, ah yi and me will be crying. bye bye shan, i apologise for not spending enough time wif u... i am sorry. take care and seeya real soon.
love hui liang, ur cousin.
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6:25 PM
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Saturday, February 04, 2006
today is my birthday!!!
now sitting in front of the com and tink wad shld i write... i am so happy cos today is my 19th birthday... no more 18 already... this is the last teen birthday and so i haf to enjoy noe... my day did not started off really well cos my dad and my sis seems to haf some quarrel and den everyone was like so unhappy so of cos i am not feeling really tt well. but tt's alright after tt i went shopping and den i bought a pair of shoes tt was kind of love at first sight. although i was like so heartache cos i spend so much money but it was ok la... den yest i spend like $488 for the ps2 tt i bought for dear dear... it cost really alot but nvm i told myself cos i noe dear dear like it cn liao... finally i saw his smile and so i was really happy!
now is to my dear jie meis in the school... they bought me a really nice bag!!! we went out on thurs on the 2 Feb to eat and also to shop... first we went to eat at swensens we order quite a lot and ate till my stomache almost burst. becos on the 17 Feb is ah qi's birthday so caro, ebby, si yan and lyn. den after tt we still went to bugis village to walk and to also look for my bag. after walking for abt 1 hour we still cannot find any bag tt i like.
after so long now kind of like cant rember wad actually tt day... but wad i cn clearly rember is tt me and dear dear kind of like almost broke up tt day... actually felt like calling caro to tok to her, but i drop the idea and oso dun feel like toking tt day. it was not a gd day after all. sometimes i tink reality is so cruel, i always wan to rember the good tinks but in the end i end up rembering those sad stuffs clearly, funny rite, i cn still rember most of the quarrels tt me and my dear had. i mean there is nothing i can say now. jus tink tt is it so out of my control and the more i wan it to turn out good it turns out bad and making everyone feel so angry and unhappy. pple on my birthday so sorry for the breakfast and dinner. i sincerely apologise to all.
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2:59 PM
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