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Sunday, February 25, 2007
the world of darkness starts to arise, it covers the bright and sunny sky. Awaiting before me is fear and loneliness, physically and mentally i am not prepared for it. i cant believe this is happening, and i hate it!!!!
the word is "scared", i totally do not understand why today pple ard me are quarrelling...
firstly is my 3rd sis, she said sometink tt made my dad real angry. they quarrelled, den my dad left the hse looking gloomy and fierce. i tink my mum was dragged into the situation too.
den i went dinner wif dear, on our train journey, dear called his mum to confirm the station tt we are alighting. i believe she cant hear wad dear was saying cos it was too noisy in the train. they hang up the ph and dear continue playing his DS. a few mins later, his mum called again, she insisted tt we go over to her cabin to look for them. dear was quite angry cos he was reluctant to gif our seats, yet in the end we still had too.so we went over and dear realised tt we had to stand so he kind of shouted at his mum in front of his mum's fren. his mum even said, u better dun gif me tt kind of face. i told to gif in, and we almost ended up quarrelling. so i decided not to bother anymore.
after dinner dear and me went to bugis to walk walk. dear bought a 3 quats, which i tot it was very nice. so he bought it. den we went to kino and we oso went to take neo print. i tink the pic was nice la!!!
finally we all shopping was done, dear fetched me home. later in the nite, suddenly i hear some shouting again. and this time is my dad and mum, i heard him mentioning sometink abt, i ask to eat u done wan!!! den my dad slam the door and went in to watch his soccer. i was left standing there, looking blankly wondering wad has happened. sis came and ask me wad happened, i could not ans as i haf no idea too. so i went to bathe, den guessed i hear shouting again. my dad is asking for pandol, my mum said dun noe and he was pissed off. he called my aunt to get it. wen i heard his voice again, he said " even if die oso no one will bother rite!" and he slam the door again.
i tried to express my concern bt he does not bother so i do not wan to care anymore. let them settle themselves. for now i just wanna be happy wif dear and all tt.. i dun wan to tie myself down wif tinks. kk.. tt's all for now.. till the next story comes again!!!
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