Blog Entry
Thursday, April 13, 2006
An atmosphere of anger, sadness and lost, was all tt i could describe at tt pt of time. i sat at the corner and i look at the pple walking in front of me, i could feel the ren jian wen nuan, my parents, uncle and shen shen crowd together to tink of a solution for my 2nd sis. they wanted to type a letter to the MOE to help my 2nd sis appeal for her rights to get into NYP. As her elder sis i cant do much, all i could do was to console her, but i feel so sad for her.i knew i presence there was useless, cos all i could do was jus to look.
it all started, wen my sis called back to tell me tt she wanted me to help her to log in her account, i tried many times but it still failed. the 2nd time she called me it was wen she was at the student's admin office, she told me tt NYP does nt accept her. i was so anxious, i called frantically for my parents, but they wont there. i tried calling other alternatives, but the line jus keep engaging. feeling lost, i called my aunt, i told her the situationm she told me to look for the MP of our area. i told her tt i will discuss it wif my parents first.
luckily i still had dear beside me to help me, he typed an appeal letter for my sis. at abt 5.45pm my sis came home, she quickily ran to her room, locked her door and started crying. i stood outside her door and ponder wad could i do for her. wen she finally opened her door i look at her. she was lying on her bed, covered herself wif her pillow, as she did wan any of us to look at her. tears rolling down, voice turning unclear, u could hear cllearly tt she was crying. i could sense her worry and felt sorry for her. my heart jus broke, she jus told me, "Jie i got no sch liao..." after tt she said nothing and went back crying.
around 8pm my parents came back, they started scolding. scolded my sis stupid. i tried to contact my pem to ask for help. he told me to call the person in charge the next day, so we decided to send an email and go down to NYP personally to appeal. i hope tt all we haf done could help my sis fight back for her rightful place in NYP. my heart really hurt to see my sis like tt. me as an elder sis could do nothing but jus to console her. can u imagine if one day u encounter the same incident as me, knowing tt ur sibling might nt be able to study for 1 year. i really dun noe wad to do.... I AM LOST.....
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